You've Got To Be Joking Me (P4)

by **Alison Williams** July 18th 2009, 9:32 pm

=-A Dick Magnet RP=-

You've Got To Be Joking Me (P4) Mm06

Then In The Past
STORY PART 1
Alison Williams Out OF Character

Well I was riding around town in my car. I was on my way to the gym, when all of a sudden a certain thought hit me. I looked to my right and I saw a huge board of the Resurrection of Respect poster...But I was more into the only person on the board....Brenton Cyrus. I pulled over cause I can't get in a car accident at this point of my life. And I stared at the poster for a very long time. I wasn't staring because BC was on it, no no. I was only staring at it because I thought of something that happened awhile ago.
It happened between
March and June. I loved Brenton...I just never showed him I did. Which made him think I hated him. Our relationship was about 4 months.. A 4 months I will never ever forget. I know a lot of people are surprised because we kind of didn't tell a lot of people about the relationship. But it was real..And it happened. Do I still love Brenton? of course I do. Do I want to get back with him? Well no not really...He has a happy relationship with Megan and I would never ever destroy it. I have a relationship with Aaron which I might destory it depends, but I really don't know it. Does Brenton still love me? Hell don't ask me ask him. Because I have no idea if he does...

Then In The Past
STORY PART 2
Alison Williams Out of Character

''Brenton why are you such a jerk!''

□■■Brenton Cyrus■■□
''I'm not a jerk...Why are you such a bitch!''

''You know what I'm not about to stand here and fight with you!"

□■■Brenton Cyrus■■□
''You fucking started it! So if you want to start bullshit then end it!''

Brenton and I were head to head. Yelling at each other for no reason. That happened all the time it was something that happened almost every day. I really got use to it. I was on my way to a party with some of my friends and Brenton asked me about something but I answered him in a rude and bitchy way. Then he said something else that I rather not share and that's how it started.

''Oh my God! We argue almost every single day and you-''

He cut me off.

□■■Brenton Cyrus■■□
''Shut the fuck up ok?! Look about us arguing, why the hell should I fucking care? You don't care about me! So why should I care about you?''

What he said kind of hurt me. I did care about him but I just couldn't tell him I was.

''Brenton that's not true...I do ca-''

That's when I stopped saying what I was about to say. I realized it, I was about to tell him I did care about him. But it got to me, I thought about it for sometime, then I started talking again but I just blurted out something. Not really meaning it.

''I HATE YOU!''

□■■Brenton Cyrus■■□
''That's obvious Ali. Everyone knows you hate me. I could care less..Get the hell out of my sight!''

''Get the hell out of my sight'' something I never would expect from him. I felt my eyes getting full of tears so with that I walked away from him.. And that was the last words I heard from him. Until then I lost him. I Alison Williams cried my eyes out that day. I can say that's one reason why I'm so mean and hateful. But I've always been mean and hateful. That will never change.