x x Foяbidden x x : The Fate That Bяought Us To Death II xx

by Ashtyn Sky August 29th 2009, 11:33 pm

X x September 21st, 2006 x X

'' Ashtyn I didn't mean to say it out loud! ''

'' Please get away from me, I'm tired of your bullshit! Your worthless!''

I stormed from the door and walked down the hall putting all my weight onto my feet, making my footsteps loud. I was really upset, How could Ryan be so perverted? I mean, I knew he was dumb, but I didn't know he was desperate. Ryan continued to talk to me, but I blocked out what he was saying. I put my middle finger in the air and continued to walk, I then heard him stop talking. I was sure his eyes were filling up with tears again. He was a huge crybaby.. Which is another reason why I can't be a tag team partner with him. Another reason was because he wasn't looking to wrestle, he was to busy looking at me. Well reality check bitch, I'm Ashtyn Sky. Not a piece of meat. I'm not here to show cleavage, I'm here to wrestle. Now if the time comes were I do find someone I like, then yeah I might take my chances. But with Ryan, that was a different story. I kind of felt bad for him, because when I really thought about it, Ryan had no friends. I was considered his only friend, and well I had tons of friends so I don't know the feeling of that. I looked back and as I expected, Ryan was crying his eyes out. It was just another one of his acts to make me feel bad for him. But I've played enough of his games.

X x Ashtyn Sky x X
Look Ryan, stop being a bitch and let's be the best tag team we can be!

Ryan stopped crying and looked at me out of the corner of his eyes.

X x Ryan Rayne x X
But you hate me?

X x Ashtyn Sky x X
Oh yes, I hate you a lot. But hate isn't going to stop me from doing my job. And my job is to wrestle, and to help out the new people. In this case, you happen to be the new person and so I'm going to help you.

Ryan started to smile. At this point it seemed he never cried.. He smiled at me and took off his glasses. Even though he did have sun glasses on, I knew he was crying. Because everytime Ryan cried, he started shaking and his lip started to pout.

X x Ryan Rayne x X
You love me don't you?

I dont know what was up with this guy. But it always seemed he wanted me to love him. When would it ever get pass his head that I don't like him? I don't know but whenever we have a tag match, I'm not tagging him in.

X x Ashtyn Sky x X
No I don't Ryan and I never will... Look I just need to tell you something, IF we ever have a tag match, I will never tag you in.

X x Ryan Rayne x X
WHY?!

Ryan's voice changed from soft to high and deep. I didn't want to hurt his feelings, so I did something I shouldn't have.

X x Ashytn Sky x X
Because I don't want to touch your STD infected hand! I mean, you've been all around the world with that sucker!

I pointed towards his pants just to laugh. He looked down to see what I was pointing at, then he pretended he was covering himself up.

X x Ashtyn Sky x X
Oh don't cover up now you idiot! You've exposed enough with that face of yours!

What I said was pretty mean but I also felt good saying it. I guess hanging out with Anna LeFinn did a lot of paying off just like Megan said. Ryan's mouth dropped and he turned around and started to walk away.

X x Ashtyn Sky x X
So now you want to walk away? Your going to give up? This is the world Ryan! This is the cold world! You can't walk away all the time or the world will see you as a joke! Just like I do! This is why no one takes you serious! You walk away from everything! This is why we could never be a team in the first place! And this is why I trust no one! They say there going to be their for you and then when you need them, their not there! So you know what Ryan? Walk away! Walk away and never come back! Because as far as Im concerned your just going to walk out on your career! Even before it started! So you can walk away or you can listen to me and have a successful career. Its your choice..

I looked at Ryan. I was really shocked in myself, I told him how I felt about everything. He looked at me...

X x Ryan Rayne x X
I don't think I can do this anymore...

[center]That's when he walked away and that's the last time I talked or even heard from Ryan. Honestly, I was glad he left. Ryan didn't deserve to wrestle, he deserved to be out on the street and to really see that this wasn't a joke. I turned around and started to walk back up the hall. After all that, I was pretty stressed out. I just needed to relax and maybe chill out for a sec. I went to my locker room and put my MP3 player earphones in my ear..

'' Hmm.. I'll listen to The Wind Blows by All American Rejects.

I turned up the song and then opened my locker room door. I found a letter, I put down my gym bag and raised my eyebrows. I took the letter from my dresser and opened it.

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Dear Ashtyn,
It's me, Ryan. Uh, I'm thinking about leaving the company, I just found out that my girlfriend is pregnant and I don't know what to do with myself. I can't take care of a kid, and my head isn't in the right direction so I hope you read this letter. I'm sorry for leaving and quitting like this, but you just don't know the suffering I'm dealing with.

From,

Ryan '' The Man That Fooled Gravity'' Rayne

[center]That was the time were I felt really bad. The poor kid... He was only about 17, but someone had to tell him. I felt bad but at the same time, I wanted to pray for the kid. He needed it.. Now expecting a kid, that's gotta be pretty hard. But to good for me, because I never and I never WILL go through that crap. I grabbed my clothes from my suitcase and went to take a shower. I got out, because for the first time in months, I was about to see Anna LeFinn again. One of the greatest women's wrestlers in the world.